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whoa after one year I pass

Module 1 planning PASS
Module 2 practice PASS
Module 3 Assessment PASS
Module 4 Evaluation PASS

I am so happy and proud of myself

I earned a diploma from

Cambridge University

YEY I will frame that diploma once I received it

YES DiD it

Yahooooooo goodnews came after long time... YES YES YES whoa I got my scholarship yes yes yes I will start my Doctor of Education studies this 2nd term in Metro Manila College Open - university (ON-LINE).... Thank you LORD..... what a good day to start a new

Rejoice...... and shout to the Lord all the Earth

It's perfectly acceptable to rely on the support of friends and family to see you through the tough times -- after all, they love doing it. But at a certain time I have to get back to normal life, and start dealing with my emotions on my own. I can do this -- I have done it before, and I will have to do it again, probably. Move away from the caring-but-limiting arms of loved ones. Go off on my own and remind myself that being independent is the healthiest way to be right now.

With the Lord always there to guide me so why worry as my friend send me letter a nice thought for today.... IF YOU PRAY DONT WORRY so I uplift everything to the almighty no one I can lean on but he who is always looking at me..... I pray before I open my eyes in the morning and I pray before I close my eyes in the evening........ the prayer to the Good Shepherd he's there always everytime I am down and uncertain as I pray quietly last sunday psalm is so adequate he let me feels he is always with me so I LOVE YOU KUYA JESS truly you are my bestfriend.... THE LORD IS MY SHEPHERD THEIR IS NOTHING I SHALL WANT...he leads me to quiet and fresh waters......

all saints day / all souls day (UNDAS)

This celebration is very much important to us filipino family the 1st and the 2nd of november is time for us to remember our departed love ones.... as a sign of love for them we offer candle to light thier souls in the right path going to the kingdom of God, we offer prayers for all the people around the world and for all the souls.....

pray the rosary (the family that prays together stays forever)....

O my Jesus save us from the fires of hell and lead all souls into heaven and most especially those who need your devine mercy....

Hail, Holy Queen, Mother of Mercy, our life, our sweetness, and our hope. To you do we cry poor banished children of Eve. To you do we send up our sighs, mourning and weeping in this valley of tears. Turn then, O most gracious advocate, thine eyes of mercy toward us and after this our exile show unto us the blessed fruit of thy womb, Jesus. O clement! O loving! O sweet Virgin Mary! Pray for us, O Holy Mother of God. That we may be made worthy of the promises of Christ.....

I offer my prayers to my beloved ones

Ruben Garcia Lintag Sr - (A Fil-Am veteren soldier, a Teacher, a father of 9 siblings and of course my beloved grandfather who took good care of me from small to the age of 11 he taught me a lot of things his wisdom and knoweldge i acquire them all he stand to be my father "PANG I love you I know your always here for me and always here to guide me)....

Hernando Valisno Bernal Sr (A police officer, my father I never saw him he pass away when i was still seven months in the womb of my mother nothing I can share but I can thank him for without him I will not be in this world)...

MAMA (A soldier, A Captain who fought Japanese invader to the Philippines, a disciplinarian and my great great grandmother who from small to the age of 6 take care of me yes i am young but the memory of hers to me is very very fresh i can all remember.. hahaha from among 20 cousins I am the only grand grand child who never recieve a spunk, scold, and a cane from her and every breakfast I am the only grand rand child who must sits on her right side)......

smile

I love the lord he if filled with compassion he turns to me on the day that i called from the snares of the dark o Lord save my life be my strenght...

today I feel very happy and light I started to smile again smile which is genuine smile a real smile.... thanks for the one whom I always count on KUYA JESS with out you I will not survive I know your always here for me and i promise you i will serve you.... for your humble servant is always prepared to work in your vineyard....

core WARMFUZZYYYYYY******* I know you always pray for me... Congratulation batch 70 from bhambham batch 60.....

If I must be faithful to someone or something, then I have, first of all, to be faithful to myself. if I am looking for true love I first have to get the mediocre lover out of my system Eleven minutes Paolo Coelho..... FB thanks thanks thanks from now on you will be my inspiration forget about wdd ok ok thats the end of it thou first love never dies hahahaha I love wdd still but i need to move on and have life :) but of course my number 1 love is the greatest among the laws... LOVE GOD above all things okei :)

I love this day the day that ends all my worries and problems and I love it....

whoa I am aiming for one thing which i would like to have

the ORDER OF SIKATUNA i must be worthy of that

where i am?????????????

I am lost... I need to find myself as soon as possible..... PRAY hard....

O Jesus Good Shepherd see us gathered from near or far
proclaming you are our master our good shepherd
you call and lead us to the fruitful path of peace and contentment
in you Jesus is sweet labour and joyful rest
never have you abandon us sweet jesus never have you failed us
thru dark nights and difficult moment you carry us
there is no fear when you are near
you are the way the truth and the life without you who can survive
O loving son as the father has entrusted all of us to you bring back quickly to the fold
those who are lost send the spirit to make us humble, meek and obidient
that you may be pleased to grant our every plea specially this one
LORD I UPLIFT EVERYTHING FOR YOU TO CARE OF PLEASE HUG ME WITH YOUR MATERNAL CARE AND CARRY ME IN THE MIDST OF MY WEAKNESSES.
O Jesus good shepherd you are our only hope
only you can make us one
only you can make renew our heart
only you can make lead us safly to our true home
where at last we shall see and adore you face to face forever
AMEN

TEACHER.......

Many teachers are able to draw satisfaction and meaning from their interactions with students, from their empathy, and their involvement in the lives of others whether they run an uneventful or turbulent course. Their strength may come from seeing a smile on a little face and small change in a child's confidence, an increment in learning, and the naive questions. For them, there is a growth and meaning in what they do. A "TEACHER" affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops. EDUCATORS are the most influential persons in a child's life. If each educator make a difference in just one child's life, think of how many lives we can affect.

I failed to be a teacher

A Parable
From; Kinghorn J.R. 1988. a step by step guide for conducting a consensus in diversity workshop in global education.

Once upon a time there was a class and the students expressed disapproval of their teacher. Why should they be concerned with Global interdependency, global problems. And what others of the world were thinking, feeling and doing?
And the teacher said she had a dream in which she saw one of her students fifty years from today. The student was angry and said “Why did I learn so much detail about the past and the administration of my country and so little about the world?”
He was angry because no one told him that as an adult he would be faced almost daily with problems of global interdependent nature, be they problem of peace, security, quality of life, food, inflation, or scarcity of natural resources.
The angry student found he was the victim as well as beneficiary.“why was I not warned?” why was I not better educated? Why did my teachers not tell me about the problems and help me understand that I was a member of an Interdependent human race?”
With even greater anger the student shouted, “You helped me extend my hands with incredible machines, My eyes with telescopes and microscopes, My ears with telephones, radios, and sonar, My brain with computers,
But you did not help me extend my heart, love, concern for the entire human family.You, teacher, gave me half a loaf.

I tried my best to teach my Humanities but I failed... I dont know what to do with them any more... its hard to insist with them on how to be human..... I see the negative side in all my students and I cant do anything to prevent it from coming out with their system. day by day past it becomes more and more hopeless for me on how to manage them... each day they will fight for even a simple and small issue..... and I am most sad on his progress... I love all of them but I cant tolerate this acts anymore I must act no matter what..... I dont want my students to tell me You helped me extend my hands with incredible machines, My eyes with telescopes and microscopes, My ears with telephones, radios, and sonar, My brain with computers,But you did not help me extend my heart, love, concern for the entire human family.You, teacher, gave me half a loaf.......

So HELP ME GOD with this battle thank you

Remembering them all

do all good you can, by all the means you can. in all the ways you can, in all places you can. at all the times you can, to all the people you can, as long as ever you can

I miss my 3-6 family

Mrs Leonida - the light of the house "kevin ren hao study time"

Ren Hao - the youngest "teacher lazy to go to school im sick"

Kevin Giovanni - the eldest "No need to go to school O levels what cher light coming close door"

Me... "Kevin ren hao 6:15 wake up school bus here"

I will plan for reunion ok even in what country we should have one....

my life here in KL is meaningless coz everyone of you leave me one by one i feel very lonely...

I badly missing all of you

I gain myself back

Being aware of my place in this world is hard sometimes, but today I can feel like Im more a part of things than ever before. I step back and look at a group activity from the perspective of an outsider, I will suddenly see where I belong -- and what value I bring to everyone. The attachments I feel to other people are growing stronger, but they are not growing into a stranglehold. They're more like a supportive hug. It's a great day to spend with a lot of people at once.

Bon Voyage Ren Hao ALL the best in Life

I am so happy to see my 2 treasures together. (they still like the old good days like brothers) so fun looking at them you will see their is LOVE to each other....

God really knows when to send an angel in the darkiest days of his people THANK YOU LORD FOR GIVING ME LIGHT in the person of kevin and ren hao.. I will never forget hopefully not our last dinner and party yesterday.. all of my problems and stress pass by like shooooooooooooooooo.... none at all

after shock

im started to destroy myself today

problems arises one after another without solving any of them...

"you said its time to let go and move on but I, I still love you I dont know what you did to me to hold on with hopeless heart... your punishing me so much what i did to you? do i deserve this? I regret everything that I have done for you... If only I can return back time I will just to correct everything... Im so stupid to let you go.... I miss you I miss your smile, I miss your voice and I miss your care most specially I miss our good days... remember the 25th December 2005...... that is my happiest midnight... after the holy eucharist in front of the altars we hug we kiss and together we welcome the birth of the messiah...

Rug party today Corinthian Weekend seminar tom - sunday...... my brothers and sisters in christ my corinthian family I miss you so much I feel very very sad not to render my service to our saviour I miss my service I hope the good shepherd Jesus Christ our lord listen to my prayers to allow me his unworthy servant to serve in his vineyard once again.. the success of the weekend is one big victory to our lord so cry out with joy to the lord our God let us all come to him and sing praises... rest assured I will be with you in prayers... I miss you all PASS IT ON GOD'S LOVE i badly need our corinthian WARM FUZZY******** ALL THE BEST ALL FOR GOD go GOD go go go... VENIMUS ADORARE EUM....

The true test of character is not how good you perform or answer the question but how you behave when you do not know what to do...... I expect alot from this bunch of people, I trusted them and give them full confidence however its my mistake they will be never be as me nor can do anything.... MANY are CHOSEN but few are Called.... leadership is action... (oh how I miss my social studies club.... and my youth organizations whom I handle... NO PAIN NO GAIN and I am very thankful that I scold them and they accept it with open mind now everytime I look at them I am so proud of what I made I made not only leaders but I made a true statesman..)

farewell be carefull in your journey Its my great time being with you i will badly missing you.... be strong, dont let yourself eat by your own problems I will be always here for you... (I am sad for you are leaving) you are one of my greatest treasure I ever had in malaysia.. good bye my baby son, little brother and friend.... thank you for sharing your life to me its a great feeling that you let me feel how to be a father, older brother, friend and teacher... I will never forget you even I pass away....

Toby (isa ka pa magisip ka UTANG NA LOOB sa bawat aray isipin mo ang buong katawan ay nakakaramdam.... Hindi ka na natuto ano pa ba ang gusto mong mangyari kung may gagawin ka mag isip ka muna)..........
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for the day of darkness a clear clouds are expeted to be followed
Thanks for calming the erupting volcano i owe you so much
Thanks for the time and for scolding me I will follow your advise.....

Dare not talk to an erupting volcano

started with peace that is so calm this morning coz of a wonderful dream,

ended up with an erupting volcanic ashes....

so upset with ... students

comparing assessment marking (where is your selfconfidence I mark on what you have to offer and give).

questioning why they get low marks (think and look for yourself what you have give the criterions are clear)

started to pull each other down (crab mentality for sure you all will not be happy and satisfied on what you do in your life jealousy wont help nor put you on top)

favouritism yeah good Im not hypocrite to say that i dont have but one thing is sure no one in your class

student advisory

no development

no one lead

no one give instruction

no one cooperate

no one have the initiative

no one finish the task

then expect what who will follow NO ONE

at the end of the day nothing has done nothing is accomplish

then ask yourself are you a role model?? a good leader must be a good follower

add fuel to the fire

my beloved treasures in KL left me one by one

you why you have change for the bad I have failed in directing you to goodness you only needs me when your in big trouble no appreciation no thank you.... im so sad on your attitude..

and my most cared you choose your way im just here to support on what you have decided upon be careful i will badly missing you why you need to go back to far away land.... (remember me ok you will be always remembered... bye bye my little son, my younger brother my beloved student and most cared person) im so sad really sad

the smile on my face this morning faded so fast

coffee

I have never found a friend although so far away presence is still felt. I have never found a friend who's smart but still humble. I have never found a friend so true and so kind. I am not looking for a friend who's completely like you, just for this person to have a break and come over just for a cup of coffee and some little catching-ups n_n hey, I miss you. Come over some time, just for a cup of coffee ^_^

the bottom line

No one can intimidate or manipulate me, today -- I will be content to stay on my own path and stick on my own plan. The folks who seem to be trying so hard to get me to change my mind and do things their way don't seem to be very happy. So why do they think they know what they are talking about? I am the person who is best suited to being in charge of my life, and I should feel free to tell anyone that. It's a great way to get the naggers off my back! so better back off

love your neighbour as you love yourself

If one must be faithful to someone or something, then that person have, first of all, to be faithful to itself. if that person is looking for true love he/she must first have to get the mediocre lover out of his/her system.. loving and giving love maybe classified into 2 conditions one is unconditional and the other is conditional and maybe be differ on until what extent of love you would give as long as you would not compromise it with your own love for yourself... dont give too much nor dont give less give what you can give and dont expect for a return.... loving is easy to give however very painful to let go so be very very carefull coz on the end of the rope its still you who can give and receive love from yourself

party

Be kind, for everyone you meet may be fighting a harder battle..... so enjoy life its just like going to a pub/bar or club learn to dance with the beat of music some music are rock some are boring some are fun to dance with while some are just NAAAAAAAAAA next please but still you must enjoy yourself coz its your time and its your own happiness. clubbing is not fun if you will not drink at all so taste all kinds of liquior coz in fact life is not challenging if you will not experience the taste of bitterness and makes you hot within then after you drink decide on which one best suits your taste. dont be over drunk coz for sure you will get dizzy therefore in solving problems better think and control yourself with emotions as there is a saying "dont decide when your emotionally not ready coz you will end up kissing the toilet bowl." and dancing alone is but odd so make a new friends and dance with them just like meeting people to touch your life. and what is the best part after going in a club???? but a nice cup of coffee to reflect on what you have experienced..... so enjoy life and relax because at the end of the party is still you who holds your life

when your gone

Live your life in a manner that best suits you. wether you are in and out of the closet is not really that important anymore. what is important is you have accepted who you really are and try to live a descent and productive life which you dont intentionally step on other people's feet in order to reach your goals and personal happiness. because in the end, a person will not really be remembered for being a rich or popular but by the way he lived his life and the positive influence it had on people.